Back in the New

I'm back in the saddle today at work and my living situation. Feeling as blue as ever. It's so hard to start over in a new location. I look out around me and there's nowhere I want to go. No one I want to see. Nothing I want to do.

In fact, I actually resent the area for being my new area. What? Yeah, that's right. Every time I look out at the newly familiar unfamiliar, I experience a sinking feeling. Like, "Oh. Yeah. I'm here again."

And I did it to myself! There are some nice people around me who appreciate my existence. I am thankful for that. I just want to stop feeling so empty inside. Like I was transported here, and my heart stayed back home. Yuk.

I wish you were here to tell me what to do. Like go make friends. Find hobbies! Etc., etc., etc. I was only gone 2 1/2 weeks, and I already forgot how I was existing before? Need to dig into that madness. I hope you have a good day and stay in the writing game. That's what I will do tomorrow. Lose myself in my stories and keep finding myself over and over again.