Managing Change

What a week. I skipped around every single day from one doctor appointment to the next. It's hard to be creative when you're being poked, cut, flossed, and brushed. Drained my brain. My focus was seriously impacted too.

I'm finally settled down and my heart and brain are spiraling. Amazing how that can happen. I'm visiting home with family and friends surrounding me but I feel more lost than I do away from them. Transition sucks and that's where I am, trying to plan for change.

Being here is the realization that the next change in my life will be harder than the last. No matter what I do I end up separating from someone I love. Yuk. Trying not to be gloomy so the one positive here is extra time for writing! As I go through this heart ripping writing will be my closest companion. Hopefully some of the best stuff yet will rise to the top. Here we go!